My 'friend'

Why do you treat me this way my 'friend'?

Like a disposable piece of trash.

I was once importsant to you my friend,

Important enough to love.

I gave my trust to you upon invitation

And gingerly followed my heart,

But my friend, you made my offering a joke,

As your empty promises tore me apart.

I endured your lies and foolishly trusted on

As you pushed me aside my dear,

But still I clung on with love in my heart

And a willingness to care.

Now I can see that you are not a friend

For not once have you been true to me.

You have blindly gone on abusing my trust,

And lying,

But finally I see.

So take care my 'friend'

As I say goodbye with a tear,

There will always be love in my heart.

But what saddens me now

As reality sinks in,

Is that you never loved me from the start.

Harsh truth i had to face up to last night..kinda cool though..i don't get inspired with poems unless i really feel strongly about something, shame it was hurt that this poem was born from.