poorly sick

hey up folks..well i've been off work the last couple o dayz feelin very sorry for myself (no it's not a by product of valentines day blues!) i went to work in major pain on tuesday and my boss sent me home..i've spent the last few days with a hottle bottle on my stomach and it's soooo hurting! i was frogmarched to the doctors where to my upset they've concluded that the treatement i've been undergoing for my endimetriosis hasn't been successful, so back to the hospital i go :( i'm waiting on my letter boo hiss!! how sucky is that, and as a temporary measure they've put me back on to the hormone treatment i was on! urgh, i was just cheering up as well! grr..i'm already feeling very tetchy and irritable, i feel like i'm gonna snap for no reason, not good, this is phase 1 phase two is crying like a whimp at absolutly nothing..i remember when i first came out of hospital feeling like i was cracking up coz i woke up every day in tears, how stupid! i dont wanna go back there..but my sisters are being very supportive bless em..having time off of work couldn't have come at a worse moment either! this week the region needs to sell 90 grand in order to hit target, i personally need to do 3 grand to be in with a chance of hitting! so come reain or shine or excruciating pain i will be in the office! i'll drag my sorry carcass if it kills me! i love my job so much and i tell thee all's ive been doing with my time off is thinking bout the selling time i've been missing..tell a lie, i've also been moping, sleeping and chatting to ppl..i must admit havin time off has had its ups..i got to chat to my mate jesse who is currently in china. i met him in somerset 2 years ago, we kept in touch coz he was going to canada, and then he's moved on to china, he's presently teaching english to kids over there. i was meant to be going to canada so i was gutted when it didnt come off..however he's asked me if i wanna go to china, so finances permitting i'm gonna go in may for two weeks! class!! he's also said i should go to soul survivor this year with his bro, coolio..so next weekend or the one after i'm gonna go visit his family in the oh so amazing house they live in down south YAY! he said his bro will take me rabbit shooting, think i'll pass! but i so cant wait! woo hoo..i'll keep you up to date on progress with my plans to go! laterz peeps..gotta go get my hot water bottle xx